Someday I'm going to get out of the box!

YINSHAN!!! I'm shock by ur recent post u know..haha didn't know that someone out there agrees with me too! tHX you!!!D
Yup! Let's be brave about our own views and TALK IT OUT!!! Always believe in ourselves!
Whether it is right or wrong, we still must express our own thoughts, never keep inside.
Or not no one will knows.

Well Well... 2010 is approaching le hhaahaa...
Tml, which is new year eve, my family and I going to have a steamboat meal, to mark the end of 2009 and welcome a brand new year of 2010. I'm quite looking forward to a brand new year, Hoping that 2010 will be a fantastic year for me! haha! Let's all be optimistic ya!!!DD

Also! Tml my brother will be having his gold swimming test. Will wish him all the best! haha make me jealous k di. Cos I didn't make it for gold test. haha

Hmmm today went out with Janice and Eve... Guess we did had an Awesome night ya? haha
I'M A BIG BULLY!!!
I keep pulling Janice bra strap from behind! 3 times. haha cos she tease at my funny expression.
humph! I learn it from RouHui de haha! one of my working fren who did that to me. Haha now my turn to do tat to my frens! haha........ !D BEWARE!!!
Then I treat them dinner! Fish steamboat! $10! haha... I happily ate all the fish... leaving eve and Janice 2 pieces of fish each ! haha!!! In the end they left with a lot of rice to eat... cos no more 'ingredient' left for them le. Haha ALL EATEN BY LIM YU XIAN! Next time must eat fast fast ah hahah.. HNUgry girl eats alot!!! I also didn't realise that I didn't left some for them... when I finally realise... haha... everything is gone!D
haha!!! Poor Janice and eve have to eat mostly plain rice!D

Oh YA!!!!! THE CAKE IS I BUY FOR EVE AND JANICE DE!!!!!! I PAY LE AH!!! HAHA.
IS TO CELEBRATE EVE AND JANICE BIRTHDAY!D Happy SWEET 17 AND 18!!!
heehee am touch by eve's doings. SHE 'BOUGHT' the cake I wanted!!!DDD Thx U!D

oh no! forget to complain also... JANICE YAP!!! WHO IS UR SWEETHEART AH??? ME OR EVE??? WHY THE CARD YOU DID FOR HER GOT 'DEAR SWEETHEART'???
I WANT COMPLAIN!!!!

Why must there be evil ppl in this world?
Why must they still do it when they know it is wrong?
Why must they hurt others?
I agree that sometimes this kind of life suck like hell!

Something in me just feel like screaming out!
The Helpless feelings.....

Just finish reading stephanie blog, about a girl who are tortured for 44 days.
Those ppl were inhuman!

Ah!!!! I'm also having insomnia lately! can't sleep in the night!(

Oh Ya btw... yesterday night,tkd lesson, I saw Lye Huat and Li Boon! haha long time no see. Sad to heard Li boon saying... first words came from his mouth... after so looonnng didn't see each other.... 'Yuxian u so short'!!! hahaha feel like taking my water bottle and smack his head! all he can say is short!'(

I also dun wan be short short ma... can't help it. Is fated to be short!(
ah!!! let's go extend legs!!!!! Wear supper high heels!!!!DDD

Well Well!!! Eve was sick on her birthday,so she couldn't celebrate it!(
The cake I bought on her birthday was thus eaten by us(working frens) on her behalf.
Well after reading her blog... tat she wish for a chocolate cake, even though is belated de, cos she wan be a simple girl... enjoying her once a year birthday, I'M GOING TO BE TAT MAD PERsoN TO BUY HER ONE MORE CAKE!!!DDD Probably... after she fully recover! haHA!
aren't I sweet!D ???P

Hmmm even though she makes me miss my class gathering... But... Really.. I don't mind at all le!
Compared to having fun, Responsibility is more imPortant! as wat my dad say.. fun can wait, there will be another time. hmmm I didn't regret at all for not going sentosa that day ... if I was given another chance, I will choose the same!D So... don't blame yourself la!D
Sorry if tat night my.. behaviours.. hurt you... heehee!D... That night I am in the wrong... maybe it is too late le... my mind just couldn't think properly.words just.. blah blah out!
Hmmm guess i'm too stress at work and stress at the coming problems I faced.

Hmmm as I always believe... If you miss the fun this time, god will double the fun next time!D
so.. ya.. don't be sad if u miss the fun this time!D there will be another time SOON!
WITH DOUBLE THE FUN!!!!! Or MAYBE X3 !D!D!D

yesterday I watch this show,'The Promise' at channel U. From there I learn tat..
All Normal people will have their selfish side.
We can't promise one another that our love will be forever.
Love this thing is beyond our control.

In the past I do admit that I was so naive that I do believe in' perfect love'.

We are all living in a precarious life!!!
You will never know what will happen in the next moment.
What kind of changes will take place in your life.

HahA My new word of the day! PRECARIOUS!
Unstable,Uncertain,Insecure!

I Suddenly got the urge to be a professional photographer! Ha Ha taking interesting photos!
HaHa! Time to put my saying into action!D
I enjoy looking at nice photos, those photo that seems simple but behind it, it is hidden with a lot of meaning! hmmm.. something like that!) Those unique photo that leave you feeling breathless! That Wow You! haha. I want to take this kind of photo! See if I can do It!)
I love taking photos! Their are part of our memories too!

"If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it, I know I can achieve it"

Also! Life are full of ups and downs! We must all be brave!!! To overcome It!D
Well saying it is easier than doing it. so... let's do it together!

"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option!"

9 more days to the end of my work!
At first I was quite looking forward to it... cos it is the end of 'hardship' haha
But now... sad to leave my new frens whom I met around there... They are Sweet,cheerful! Nice to hang out with! haha... Also... no more work... the LaZy YuxIan ... haha.. will come out!!!
There she goes.... Sleep sleep sleep.... rot at home! Hai!

Know wat!!! a fake handphone ppl also wan stole... Siao rite?! Not worth it man! haha!D
Cos my boss, he bring a fake hp for display ma. Then when I came back from toilet. It is GONE!


DIAO!!!! -_- "'

HeeHee.. sometimes I'm very ant-to at work... sometimes very sian-to at work! haha.. SO.... DEAR Dear customers... pls accept my mood! haha!DDD

YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!DDD

Today i'm SO HAPPY!!!

So long didn't felt so happy le! Thx!D

Even though those happy moments is short... But I'm still Happy!D

Treasure the ones you loved!

Make full use of every Happiness you get!

Those happiness brings Smiles to your faces!D

We are FATED!!!

Exhausted From Work. Wonder where eve get her energy from... haha cos, can say I am tired/sian at my work!( Now I hardly entertain customers. Let them see see themselves, Only when they need help I will approach them. Hai! I'm not slacking! haha... can say most of the customers will want to 'explore' it themselves hahaaa.. than me explaining to them. hmmm!)

Today..before go to work.. had a nice talk with DADDY!!! haha...
We say when didi grow up will be a HANDSOME GUY!!! GOT MUSCLE onE!! Then many girls will chase after him!!! haha he say he don't want that! Rather be a cute guy but no girls to crazily chase after him. hmmm...

I am thinking...

If I got the chance again...

I will still not have the courage to fight for my happiness...

Will still wait for...

FATE!

Still believing WHAts urS will BE YOURS!

Are your scare of karama?? I am!!!!
If I really did anything wrong, I will gladly love a person to tell me and correct me!)
HAHA!
Today... my working frens tell me tat I shouldn't waste food. Cos when you die, you will have to eat all those food you had wasted..!!! scary ma? I'm scare by tat!
HUH!! I don't want eat those throw away food!!!
But sometimes You just can't help it rite?? to waste food!/
By now... I guess the food I had wasted.. is like the size of my room?? toilet??

Hmmmm TRY NOT TO WASTE TOO MUCH FOOD!

09S6 girls!!! UNFORGETTABLE LAUGHTER, SMILE,MEMORIES!

SAMIE!!!! OUR TEDDY BEAR!

I LOVE 09S6!!!

MY SOURCE OF HAPPINESS!D !D !D !D !D !D !D !D !D !D

!) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !) !)
I'm going to work with eve le! haha.Today went for job interview with eve,tgt with her mom.
Yeah! I'm going to earn some money! To lessen my dad's burden!
To be able to buy some things I want! Without asking for money! haha
Yeah!!! and No Yeah!( cos I will be very tired! Don't wish to attend any nasty suituation with the customers. You know what I mean can le!
HaHa Just hang in there ba!0

Btw... yesterday sunday I went swimming with papa and didi... Guess who I saw??? Fishpaper, Edward and one more whom I dunno his name. haha
soooo long nv go swimming le... It was shoick! haha... I think ard 20laps?! yeah Yuxian! hurray! Well Done!D haha

Maybe.. just maybe I can make the effort to go swimming once a week??
Oh No No!!! I GOT WORK!!!! Ah!!!!( Sadti

Hello! Lo..n..gg time no blog le! Miss me? or forget me le? haha ;)
Well I nowadays got this thoughts in my head' Things will never be the same as before le haha, things changes' :)
I once came across this sentences when reading this book called 'satisfaction be Gillian Greenwood' It said ' Change is the natural state,but change implies something gradual,and the change that really changes things is sudden. It comes right out of nowhere. ' haha do ur agree?
I agree !)

Nowadays had been raining hor?) haha I LOVE RAINING DAYs! listen to the rain!!!
Well today is my fourth lesson!!! haha! To those who dunno.. heehee.. My bro and I had attended this taewondo lesson since last wk le!) It is fun! haha and most importantly... WE ENJOY IT! Even though is quite embarrassing to me la haha... cos... I'm the second oldest there! First oldest is the coach? sir! haha.
I very scare during lesson saw any familiar faces walk pass leh... cos is like.. dunno la just one words EMBARRASSED! pls dont come visit me hor! haha !D
Btw.. Holidays was quite BORING for me.. I would prefer going sch!) Other than taewondo lesson, I oso got dance lesson in sch... haha tats all! Go out?? hmmm can say seldom! nth to go out.

Hi!Low!

I'm YuXian! suddenly I got the feeling of blogging often le!!! Yeah! so my blog won't seem so...DEAD! haha!D

Well today!

sad that rinie can't make it to sch today cos she wake up late so In The End she didn't came to sch. Well... today sch was nothing... cos ... today sch so short day.Exam over! Now is reLax Time!

But mrs tan still wan teach math so... haha... listen lor... but mostly talk-ing to yaya and zarzar. Mrs Tan say.. 'yuxian'(with those sweet sweet look,cos she very kind,won't scold us and she also noe tat noone will have the mood to concentrate) haha. Den I smile back at her lor!)

Thoughout the whole lesson I was practically disturbing yaya, hit her and see she calculate her spendin for the past few days...haha

Then we were complaining to mrs tan to release Us earlier cos later canteen alot of ppl ma.Then I shout to mrs tan'I LATER WANT TO EAT LAKSA!' Den mrs tan laught/smile at me.

mrs tan once said'yuxian never fail to make me smile' :) YEAH!

After break is econ lesson.. hai...econ teacher scold us for doin badly for promo.. blah blah blah!

THEN THEN... AFTER SCH ME,YAYA,ZARZAR go IMM for yaya's . cos she said she want go Daiso to buy things cos there all sell 2 dollars onli!

thoughout the whole 'journey' we talk talk lor, we even go faceshop to play around with the nail polish!!! haha (me and zar zar pink~! yaya'blue!) Plus plus... zarzar do the digging nose very funny!D

yaya said outside I remind her of her sis,at home,her sis remind her of me. haha she say I look like her sis,in terms of behaviour.

Then zar zar leh, we keep teasing her of ...... haha :D

I have funny frens!

btw... not forgetting HIPPO!!! she has been busy-ing preparing for coming O level!( hmmm so sad, super long nv go out with her le!!! PLus Janice yap!!! I miss It. But nvm, I hope HippO is studyin hard now and get good result!D and janice have fun with your frens too! lets wait for eveHo to finish her exam!!! Jia you! and all the bEST!D

Hi guyss!!!
Today I 'wake up very early'!!! Cos I whole night didn't sleep at all! haha so now,early in the morning, i'm here to blog :)
Well Well.... like 2am to 530 like tat...heehee I was surfing the net!
And guess wad I found?!
A person BLOG! I'm so surprise! Didn't noe tat 'this person' will have a blog too! SURPRISE SURPRISE! haha!D
wanna noe who I refering to?!? :D come ask me I tell u! cos I scare 'this person' would have found my blog loong ago! haha
If I tell ur, think you all will also be as shock as me too! haha
My stomach now very FULL! just had my breakfast with dad at our nearby coffee shop!D

Btw to those who want to noe how my chalet goes and about how happy I am to Finally see subaba and yin shan! haha it is way way too awesome!!! we have lots of fun!
Mr tan love my dress/blouse heehee :)
suba and yinshan so happy to see me! I ALSO!D
Chalet was WOW!
play pool(me vs chenyin,he won.jocelyn and isacc try to teach me thx u!),bbq(rinie and zarzar and others, dey poor ting,cookin for us and thx to ur we have yummmy food to eat!),watch transformer(wow HOT GIRL),roller skatin( me and ya ya we fall tgt:) & cycling(me,yaya,zarzar,javier,steph,wl) :) Yeah Yeah! but a bit sad rinie didnt have fun wif me tgt!(
and so sad I didn't stay over night ;( ( heard they talk about dirty stufff! )
But overrall I have so much fun!!! first time go home alone at 10 plus !D !D

praying to god

please don't take away my happiness so fast!

Happiness and Saddness

they don't last long

Just hope that

Happiness will stay longer

Saddness stay shorter

Haha

Life is like that!

Must accept it!

brave it!

hello! It is like going 2am le.. But i'm still not in bed! haha
I just can't slp!!!! To tell the truth,,,, I heaven even started revising for my BIO PAPER!!!
WHICH IS ON MONDAY!!! hai... No MOOD TO STUDY!!! haha
Well Well... last mins work again!)
P.s see your soon!!!!
MOnday aft my bio test..
I'M GONNA MEET UP WITH YINSHAN AND SUBABA!!! TO MR TAN HUS!
AFTER TAT... PRAY TAT PAPA ALLOW!!!
I'M GOING FOR MY CLASS CHALET!!!
CAN I STAY OVERNIGHT PAPA..... PLS... PLS...
..can't wait!

hello!!! I wan to specially dedicate this post to all my BELOVED FRIENDS, THOSE WHO CARE FOR ME! Thanks for being so sweet so concern abt me. THANK YIN SHAN! THANKS EVE! But I reallly really am not emo haha maybe is I too stress le? Wed GP and MT paper leh!! In one day! doin exam for 6 hrs! see so stress... I'm super scare too! haha I don't denied that some of the words I heard do really hurt me and make me think a little but haha... maybe...just maybe I can improve myself on that?! what ur think? Like see... everyone is imperfect rite... so we must constantly try to improve ourselves rite? haha... K la, i'm not emo but pensive.. heehee so don't worry ya?) It didn't affect me that much. But I more worry about Janice!!! I know she is having some friendship problem now.. but sadly, I can't do anything! But to cheer her up! support her! I will support her decision! so... don't so sad can? sweetheart? it pain those who care abt u. Am so sorry I can't give u a Hug Hug to cheer u up... But I really hope that this problem will faster resolve. hmmm... maybe u can ask some of ur frens to help u give some suggestion on how to deal with this? hmmm wad shall I say to u?!!!? ah! 'you choose your fren not they choose you!' so... if u think this friendship can still work out den u can give it a try! maybe she realise her mistake le? give her a chance but.. I can tell she do really matter a lot to u rite? or u wont be that angry or sad. hmmm the decision is on u! haha didn't really understand what is really goin on.. but... Cheer up k? oh ya if I really understand wrgly den so sorry leh! haha... Oh NO.. my negative tot sudden come out le.. the insensitive one... hahaha sorry sorry!!! I chase it out le!! haha. IS PENSIVE NOT EMO!!! will be back after my wed papers!!! so KAMPATEH for me k??? JIA YOU YU XIAN!!! JIA YOU PPL!!! on your life!!!! STAY OPTIMISTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Help help! I'm a slacker! I keep wasting my time away! I should be mugging seriously hard now but I just can't bring myself to do it. All I think is' There is still tomor!!! Tomorr I will study alot! promise!' But in the end? haha I break my promise!!! I just wish I got some of my frens' hardworking-ness! so I can study study study and get a good result! hai!( I seriously don't like this Lim Yu Xian! SO SLACK! EXAM is like.. how many days left... sunday,monday,tuesday and FINALLY THe day!!! ((( I'M so pathetic!

hello:)
today we bio students got lesson
and rinie cant make it cos she had been sick for two days.
Hope she faster get well soon ya?!
So long never see her le haha
tue,wed,thur,fri,sat,sun!
see so long!
haha

So only me and ya ling go sch for bio lesson:)
After that,on the way home sms eve asking her wanna come my house studying tgt?!
In the end she came
but we didn't study haha
no mood,sian
so... we slack lor!)
She was playing with my BABY TWEETY!
haha
SHE Look So Childish!
And cute! haha
eve ho are you going to thank me for praising you?)
Haha do you know when i see you playing with my tweety got a sudden thought in my mind?!
I was thinking... hmmm eve ho looks so innocent! haha so different from the recent eve,
who... look serious... nv entertain me one! ANd... like so long nv see ur genuine happiness/smile!
haha u noe?

Then she also help me practice my MT oral, the reading passage!
haha
so sweet of her!D
then acc her to her house downstairs,while i also go tat mama shop buy my sweets and chocolate!!!
then eat dinner,watch tv,took a cold bath and now here blogging!
haha
got to go study le!
JIA YOU YuXian!!!DDD
and those who are working hard too!D

I went SWIMMING today! with papa and didi.

Yeah yeah!

with my new swim suit haha

:D

hello!(
after this sept holiday,when sch reopen on monday, I will be having MT oral(
Which I think I can't do well cos... like so long never practice le.. hai.. me scarly-cat:(
Also when teacher let us practice in class and I really volunteer to speak about that topic... I just dunno how to continue it... like in my mind,I keep finding words I want to say but duuno how to say in Chinese! OH NO!
Pls Pls... Promo 2!!! COMING!!! SOON!!!
Now no more advance cases le:( if no 2 H2 pass,u can forget about being promoted!
So Stressful!
Guess we just have to work even harder le lor...

haha time fly so fast rite?
Now is sept le.. WOw! there are times when I am still daydreaming that it is still very early?! toward the end of year09.
haha sometime wonder if life could just go faster so can faster see our future
and sometimes just wish time will stop or delay at this moment so that we have more time spending tgt,having fun. Those happiness moments! With family,friends and even lover!
But...sadly... no matter how hard you want it to happen,life still have to carry on... to the next CHALLENGES!

hi folk! Just wanna wish rinie and samie haapy birthday! now is still 29 aug... heaven pass 12 haha. today is a very nice and wonderful day for me! hope they are having fun and enjoying themselves too! cos today I went swimming in the morning with yaling. And she was late haha... even though before today she say herself cannot LATE ar.. :p
well I do prefer tp swimming pool than redhill one lor... the toilet so eeee... btw heard tat 1st sept tp swimming pool openig le.. so.. guess maybe I could every sunday go swimming with didi and papa again?! But first! Must buy a swim suit first!D

Ater finish our swim, we went to eat ljs den i go hm le,while yaling go temple pray with her whole family. Wow so Sweet!

yesterday night,Hippo sms tat we 2 meet,go vivo den train to SENTOSA!! haha was so excited and couldn't wait to go there! see HOT GUYS!!! haha kiding la... is go see the beautiful sea, enjoy the nice windy wind and... hope to see the sunset!D haha I am a innocent gal k?) haha I learn very fast rite?
HOT GUYS- yaling
Innocent- mr econ
heehee:D
So.. wen reach hm, I call pig wake up...cos she piglet ma... if nv disturb her she will slp de haha..
den we took 131 to vivo,go there makan first, then took train to SENTOSA... YIPPE.. here I COME!!!D
Super excited ! cos this is my 3rd times. I very pathetic rite?
eve say.. must keep the excitement inside...
:( but I cant!
at there our goal is to walk tat bridge.. u noe that shaky shaky bridge?? haha aft crossin u will still feel shaky shaky.. Haha

SO so... cos we not very familiar to there, we walk here walk there... haha... like a lost sheep?!

blah blah.. I write so long le... lazy..
1.saw eve ho shy shy
2.kaisu ppl to fight for seats in the ..'u noe tat small ride one?'
and cos we not kaisu,everytime no seats left for us, we have to walk back( so long dis!
3. at bridge le... really shake here shake there... took photo..
nice photo.. den slack awhile...
blah blah...
ah...going 7 soon!!!
so we rush hm le lor:)
cos I must be at hm be4 9.30
hahaD
time to slp..bye bye!D

hello frens:D I'm FINALLY here to blog.
hmmm my reasons for not updating my blog soon often is because I'm too busy! haha
k la.. the truth is I lazy and no mood to blog. Then second reason is really too busy on hmwk.. wa so much to do SIA!
Hmmm today aft sch, wen rinie and zar zar went back home le. Me, yaling and stephanie went lib. cos I alr promise yaling to teach her maths:) I'm her math tutor u noe?! and is free of charge also haha. I very good rite?? heehee no la:p pai seh pai seh hahaDDD
then after that stephanie left us alone for a while... then we talk talk lor.. instead of teaching her maths. We were talking about her going poly thingy... then I say she better make a firm and good choice now becos she alr from poly come MI and then now going back poly again. It is wastin time and she alr 21 yrs old le!!!
Then she look at me like...huh...'oh my she still dunno yet?!'
Then I like huh also... 'did I say anything wrongly??!'
In the end she suddenly ask me take out my ez-link card while she take out hers. I was super puzzled. take out for?
Then she ask me read the year. I 1992, she1991.
AH........ I was super SHOCKED and wanna shout at YA LING!!! why lie to me?(
but cant... We were in lib and the behind us table alr shhhh us le.haha
I angry lor... she say everyone noe le then they tot i noe also but still pretendin.. NO I REALLY DUNNO. Ya.. in the beginning I dont believe but slowly I start to believe le lor..( so sad! YALING~!!!

Hi Peeps... am here to blog!
all Thanks to the 'butt injection' my rashes are better now... not so red le.slowly fading away.
Therefore... my 'confident' are back! haha
Those day were kind of feeling low... but now slowly HiGh!
But not so high yet... there are still something stopping me...
Wad is it?
No clues MAN!

maybe... I... WANT MORE MORE IN MY LIFE!
AM A GREEDY GIRL
I just want my life to be FABULOUS!!!DDD
inside me... there is a little 'devil' in me...
I just want alot of wonderful things in my life.
I just can't live my life in 'monotonous'
I want somethind FAB FAB FAB!
I"M ASKING FOR MORE! MAN!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Am having headache for this past few days!!!!
WAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really feel like crying... to ease my pain. If it really works...
BUt no tears wanna drop down leh.. HOW?\
Haha.. everyday go sch.. wa.. so dizzy one.. really can't concentrate much leh.. wen taking bus more worse.. cos the bus turn here turn there.. waiting under the hot sun for bus...
ah... so worse..
I maybe going see doctor soon AGAIN!!! which is my third times le leh...
HUHHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sadi sadi:'(

pls faster recover yuxian!

There are times when ppl look at my hands and legs...I can't help feeling sad:(
Haha but is just a while only, cos in my mind I keep reminding myself that it will be over soon!) I shouldn't bring down my day by getting those negative tots rite? and nv enjoy myself. That will be so not worth it!!!)))
So.. in conclusion.. I don't give a damn about what ppl think about those rashes. Also I won't mind at all cos if I am them I sure also can't help feeling eeeee...
Haha will look at the bright side... having rashes temporary only is not a so bad thing after all rite? haha
Life still go on!
Everyday is a SPECIAL DAY!!!!))))

hi people!Am Happy today...becos... I went out with eve and janice! we had an AMAZING TIME TOGETHER. we did silly things haha. we block the path way, making other ppl cant walk down that slope cos if they did, they will be interrupting us. haha. our secret. ya?




Our laughable moments:




1.GOT PEOPLE!!!!




2. little boy block me!!! He stood there,dunno wat is going on.




3.little boy's father keep apologise to us even if is not their fault but US!




4.cleaning auntie say is that urs sharkfin soup? and we still remain STATUE!




5.LETS RUN!!!!!!!!!Janice says: tat uncle keep looking at us. he look like perv.










SWEET LOVEABLE BEST FRIENDS

JANICEVEXIAN

SWEETHEART X2

ok just a quick post.
Am now having RASHES!!!! on legs and hands!!!! VERY ITCHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so today never go sch but went see doctor... cos is super itch. hahah so yesterday night I couldn't slp... wake up bathe with cold water... WOW...
then keep apply cold cloth on the itching areas to stop the itchiness!!! ah!!!! cant take it no more!!!
Doctor say is allergy:(
I don't like!
This is my first time...
Donno I allergy to wat leh??? donno wad cause this allergy???

Promo 1 is FINALLY OVER!!! haha... so HAPPY! well even though I won't be able to get good result but at least I do give my best! haha really!!! Hey ppl got study very hard de leh! heehee:D
So how am I going to spent my No School days? thur,sat and sunday???
Maybe read storybook,rest at home,go out with friends,watch tv,eat eat eat,listen to songs...
Huh... why my life so BORING???(((
How I Wish.... my life can be more fulfilling...more.. meaningful!)
like working ... to earn money
like doing charity work?! ah... I want go take care those stray dogs=) heehee they are so cute! so nice to be with))) hmmm they are so pathetic sia... how can your torture and abandon them like this? haha but
.
.
....
I SCARE THEY BITE ME:(
huh... then no this charity work for me ar???
Or.. when they are in the cage, I help feeding them la?! This also charity rite? I at least got help leh... better than staying at home do nthing rite??)) agree????
Ya and of course I want go take a dance lesson outside!!! exercise what rite? Good for health:) heehee... 'healthy' the famous word for DoorBell.
Wow... is it a lot to do??? But I don't really mind at all=D haha
hmmmmmmmm.... just hope all these will come true???
But I don't know how to start those hope???
I want someone to accompany me=) haha
and will be waiting for HIPPO!!!

The only thing in my mind now is
Dance Dance Dance
I yearn for dance so badly. I want to be in a big,spacious music room... with the other people who like to dance too... and a good good instructor! We will be dancing to the beats... like the rhythm
is so in our body, so flexible,so hip,so into the songs. haha i'm not so good at describing.. so pardon me. Just so badly want to dance. To move my body to the beats.
Becos other then thinking about this, I don't want to think about other things.
Life will never be simple but complicated..............................................................


Sometimes things just happen like that and you won't be able to understand that.

This is so like my mood now...

dunno what I really want and dunno why I so emo for some stupid reason.

Which seems like so unreasonable.
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suddenly I thinks that why ppl want to emo becos emo give them to think about their feelings and to understand more about their inner self.
HahA to do some reflection~!
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yeah see i'm a not so moody person.. nvm about those stupid thoughts... Go and study ba yuxian! Last two papers to go.. tue and wed.. after that... finish le!!! Yeah!!!

hello! so wat if now exam period?! also must relax rite?) haha so today went out with eve and philip to catch a movie, ICE AGE3 at cineleisure....IN 3D!!! WOW... becos is my first time I'M SO EXCITED!!! haha can guess how excited i am that time?? Philip, who don't really 'know' me, was looking at me in a puzzled way.... ' why yuxian acting like this?' haha. Then eve told him. This is what yuxian are like! haha... I'm SoSoSo EXcited and happy happy... wearing that spec.. haha Cool! philip wear the spec like Mr Cool and eve.. Miss detective. haha. Why i call her detective?? cos throughout the movie she didn't laugh much, was very 'calm' like a detective! haha While me and philip were laughing like crazy.. Hahaha and very LoUD Too! A stranger boy beside me was also very quiet, didn't laugh much... This kind of movie must laugh laugh ma.. ah yo... haha even though i am sandwich between two 'quiet' people... I still can like so CRAZY! haha. I learn to entertain myself!!!D
Oh ya before watching movie rite? We went to eat ljs...but before that... where is ljs??? somewhere.. but where?? before... again... they change to eat other, I went to ask a person... he pointed to me... it was hidden at a corner... super near to us. haha. lucky i ask.. or no ljs for me le
:( and dinner, me and eve went far east buy cheese sausage and bubble tea!D yeah yeah! I hope they enjoy themselves today... cos I DO! hey my relax time leh! haha. so... in the end went home finish my food, went downstairs buy dinner for family,watch tv,study a bit bio,phy and NOW IS TIME TO SLEEP!!! after finish this post... so tired but happy... cos I finish my day with a satisfied smile!D yeah!!!

Is there angel in this world?

Well I wanna thanks HIPPO for changing my blogskin! without her my blog wont be so nice! and hope she is working hard to prepare for her coming prelim!!! haha and thx her for her well wishes for my exam.
Hai but so sad to disappoint her and those who care for me... i guess i wont be doing quite well in this exam. haha Soorry! and sorry for myself. haha
k la dont so moody! so spoilt mood! heeheeD
Well Well... has been staying up late lately.... studying for exam... now only left physics and bio. My bio still left two chapter to go... so must kampateh ya?!p
physic I still ok ok lor.. haha.
Tell you the truth, I can feel myself stress out a little le... when I know I won't be able to do well for this exam. haha.
Huh.. see.. this post so moody... guess it isn't the time to blog. bye bye yo. don't let me affect you k?! haha. What can i say??
Hope for miracle??!! haha my little angel!

Hi peeps I'm back!D

Wa...holiday is over soon! saturday, sunday amd monday is my last day of relaxing at home le:( sadti! Cos tuesday i got my MT and Econ Exam! HAI!!! I don't want take! still UNPREPARED lor! hmmm but some part of me wanna go sch see my frens:) haha. guess for the rest of the two weeks we won't have much fun ba?! cos is exam period ma... so... how leh?? yu xian can do very well for her first exam in MI ma? But my GP paper sure... hai... Fail badly.. haha can predict the future! tats wat my didi like to say de haha;)
yeah am super happy with my date with mami on tue23june09 and plus plus my date with didi and eve to spore flyer on 24june09! haha my happiest moments. UNFORGETTABLE!
haha wanna know the details??! come find me ba. I lazy write! heehee. for the past few days had been acting like a PIG!!!! I HATE THIS! Don't like being a pig! WASTing precious time away..(
oh ya... just visited nana blog!!! found it just today! am super touch!!! cos i saw my name mentioning at there!!!! YEAH!!!! haha I LOVE READING her blog. super nice i tell you! at one go i read finishing all her posts le.AWESOME rite?! so.. some pict I took from her blog about our sec sch beautiful memories!!!

Be grateful ppl!

hmmm just finish reading this book 'ugly' by Constance Briscoe.

I got motivated at the back pages about how she has to handle the 2 jobs, didn't have enough sleep.About how bad her mother treat her,always asking for money.Didn't care about how she survive,how painful and hard she has to gone through all by herself.And all her mother does is'Give me Money or you Get Out of this house' I hate her alot sia! how can a mother treat her own daughter like that? Always hit her,hurt her mentally and physically.

I admire her determination, her strength to carry on with her life,achieve her goal without fall.

How i wish i has her determination too, to study hard,work to earn money to support herself and to strive hard to achieve her goal,no matter how hard life it is.

I also feel so lucky!compared to her life,i'm more fortunate. see... so we must be thankful right? For what we have:)

HaHa:D

No matter how long the distance is, I'm not afraid,as long as we still care!)

Hi to everyone who read my bloggie!)
Hmmm my blogskin cute right?
Of cos,I choose de!
Thx to Hippo! for helping me change cos i'm so clueless!
HAHA!D

Oh ya... come come let me share my life story with u!
On thur!!! 28 may! during morning assembly at stadium,while our principal was talking. Me and doorbell was playing haha. we wasn't talking, just holding hands.heehee. Don't get wrong, we aren't lesbian! Eeee. can't understand how others be les... hmmm... just thinking and want to understand. no offend.
In the end, one male teacher saw. First time saw him haha.cos i still dunno alot of teacher there..)
He walked toward us, i was stoned,dunno how to react.heehee.cos doorbell was facing her back to him,he ask her turn around.heehee. guess doorbell is shocked at the sudden male voice from behind.
Soooo.. we were told to stand at the 4th step but we go to the 2nd step. SO HIGH!!! Later become the centre of attention. But.. we are.. Haha.lucky there got some ppl standing there le. haha doorbell super embarrassed.But i'm not! I found it so fun and memorable!) Yeah!

On fri, felt super sian! My face was written, ' today Yx is sad a bit and don't feel like playing or participant in any games'. haha

Today!!! lunch was WOW!!! MY LIM PAPA cooked. got meat soup,two dishes of veg and rice. WOW. so long never have such wonderful lunch! To your maybe nothing, but to me it mean alot! I"M SO HAAPPY!!!D Hope he do this often!!! I love it!

Finaaly, after all this sharing. Hope my dear dear Hippo got some direction to her prob and remember that our friendship is not so easily break one. With every passing days, it become stronger! don't worry too much! smile always! Fortunate to have meet you! =)

HELLO!!!D

These two days went eating with BS^2, LG and SCG after school. Haha it was funny hanging out with them, have lots of good laugh. Can say we are super lame ppl! we went mac and kfc on separate days.
haha I was having detection on thur becos i overslept and was late for sch! Thankfully at least I have them to acc me haha.
Having detection can make me sad sia! I hate detection lor... must sign out at 6!!! SUPER LAME! It makes my face turn black hahahahaD
Yeah! finally meeting Hippo le.These few fridays never meet her sia. cos can say nothing to do much and i always came back late haha
Wah... my that three friends always like to ran away from me sia. so sad:( becos my voice is too loud! Oh Oh cant help it la. Will try to control ok?>

thinking thoughts. . .

It is so useless when friends just can say good luck good luck. What else can it help then these few words? does it really benefit? haha super funny. suddenly just feel it so super funny and useless. cant we do better? . . . no idea
Words are so empty and hopeless. action is more meaningful. can we have some action instead of using mouth to talk talk and hands to write write????
+doesn't like empty talks

A thankful girl!!! thx thx)

Today. . . she is feeling super HAPPY! becos thx to everything, in her sch, she has wonderful friends around her! There is winnie the pooh,doorbell,mami and a rival daughter and many many more. . . They are Funny and Nice People. She is super Happy and Fortunate to have met them. haha
Today aft sch she actually got eng remedial de. . . at first dont want go cos . . lazy?! haha just wanna faster go jurong point eat lunch with her winnie the pooh.
Guess is a good thing ba?! cos waited in the class room outside for so long?! teacher still haven come.. so.. bye bye. went rushing to meet her winnie. haha
At there they went to eat chicken rice. Then they also went to artbox, each bought a pencil box. haha they are so happy and no regret becos winnie got to many stationery le, has to sacrifice some of her 'lover'. But no problem for thankful girl!)
winnie was happy. . . cos she finally found her ideal bag. . but didnt bought it cos she still thinking. 50/50
or is it becos she is waiting for her ??
haha:D
CONCLUSION . . . she is very happy! Hopes that things always stay so wonderful!!! Also wanted her bestie to have all the wonderful things happening in her life:) Hope she is really Happy with her life and wish her all the best! I miss her life where there is no such word like emo.:')

A falling sick girl

Today she is having a sore throat, so painful and she doesn't like this feeling. . . She can't talk as much as she usually does. . . hai so sad:( But don't feel sorry for her becos she didn't do her homework! Naughtygirl. . . see excuses!
She just hope a kind-hearted person will teach her maths cos she still having difficulties with it.
haha. . . no more sad sad feeling le . .
Guess WAt??!! yesterday, during break. Her classmates and she went library and they showed her a video that is super funny. haha . She laughed until stomach pain. heehee your shall go see it too. Just for a great laugh. But she feels sorry for that guy haha.
Go youtube, search for tart my body with subtitles. Enjoy:)

A girl who stay at night to slack

It was 2 am in the morning. It started to rain. . . she got up from her comfortable position, to open her window to see the rain. It was raining heavily outside, rain drop can be heard falling down hard to the ground. she then started listening to a song while watching the rain.It was a wonderful feeling. . . she just wan to stay like that and enjoy this kind of emotion, this kind of weather. BEcos... everything is not so perfect, she can smell shit nearby. . . yikes! SO SPOIL MOOD!!!