Friday, January 13, 2012

Hidden sweetness . . .

Don't give up! It is your choice in the first place! don't forget! (:
Maybe something good will happen (:

Heels' Lover.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Words can't bring me down...

I don't know when I start to neglect my personal diary... guess no mood to pen it down?! O.o
But today, surprisingly I would like to write it on my blog. . . things that I wouldn't share it even if I felt it.

Erm, I realise I hadn't really love myself that much. ?!?!
Life is a hardship for me, given my background. But what can I complain about?
So unknowingly I will compare myself with others. Silly right? Ya, I thought so too :(
And I had allowed people to judge and bring me down :(
suck-ish you know? :/

So I came to slowly close myself from people, since not much to share of, cause it seems insignificant to me now. But it is the truth though, cause it's your life not others. They only can lent a listening ears if you need to.

Do I believe in god?
Ya, I do. It gives us a sense of comfort to have the faith that things will be al-right if you believe in it. And I do believe in that!

To end of, I secretly believes that hardship is just a period and I hadn't miss much on being a youth. To play hard like a teenager and be 'HAPPY-GO-LUCKY' hahahaha


Friday, December 30, 2011

What it is to me.

Thank you. (: How can i express my gratitude to what I have now? 
Wonderful friends I have and met, a simple yet blissful family, that's what it is to me. 

Friday, December 16, 2011

Some things to make me smile... :]







Can't imagine my life without you, my beloved family and friends... <3
Though sometimes we will forget about 'it', getting lost somewhere, no matter what 'you' will never fail to bring us back .

Friday, October 7, 2011

Till everything be alright once again.

Don't come near... cause it feels too unbearable to take in more.

It shouldn't have turn out this way isn't it?

Your might laugh cause it seems funny, but to me it just shows what a failure I had become.


Wednesday, September 7, 2011

let's shoot for the star

I wish,
I can tell you 'I don't really like you' and let's not pretend we are friends.
I wish,
not to restrict myself so much, just say what I want and don't care what others' think me of.
I wish,
you can respect me of who I am.
I wish, 
you people can don't be so mean just to make yourself feels better.Holy Shit! I hate this kind of people!
I wish, 
I can achieve what I am expected to be.
I wish,
not to be untrue to myself.
I wish,
good things can happen to me, as naive as I can be.
I wish,
the people around me can be true to themselves and sometimes don't be so realistic can? ~.~
HAHAHAHA!

OH... Can I have these rings too? ^.^




Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Don't stop believing.





heehee :D 
super random pictures 

It feels, I have a lot of things to say but somehow...
it seems like a very long story, so don't know where to start. xP
ahhh~! I am suppose to study!!!! :P