I don't know when I start to neglect my personal diary... guess no mood to pen it down?! O.o
But today, surprisingly I would like to write it on my blog. . . things that I wouldn't share it even if I felt it.
Erm, I realise I hadn't really love myself that much. ?!?!
Life is a hardship for me, given my background. But what can I complain about?
So unknowingly I will compare myself with others. Silly right? Ya, I thought so too :(
And I had allowed people to judge and bring me down :(
suck-ish you know? :/
So I came to slowly close myself from people, since not much to share of, cause it seems insignificant to me now. But it is the truth though, cause it's your life not others. They only can lent a listening ears if you need to.
Do I believe in god?
Ya, I do. It gives us a sense of comfort to have the faith that things will be al-right if you believe in it. And I do believe in that!
To end of, I secretly believes that hardship is just a period and I hadn't miss much on being a youth. To play hard like a teenager and be 'HAPPY-GO-LUCKY' hahahaha